A Short Farewell
So long, farewell, Auf Wiedersehen, adieu…
-Sound of Music
So goes the lyrics of one of my daughters favorite songs. The first time this song is sung in the movie it is with a bit of humor as the young Von Trapp children are heading to bed amidst their father’s dinner party.
The next time, however, that this song is sung there is a bit of weight added to the event. Captain Von Trapp, who is moments away from leading his family on a daring escape from German recruiters, is literally saying good-bye to a nation of people that he has grown up amongst, served alongside, and even led through hard times.
In a small, perhaps even incomparable way, these feelings resonant through me as we are preparing to say farewell to yet another place, pack our belongings again, and set out for a new destination.
In a way, my “church planting” internship is over… In a way, it has just begun. It will, in many ways, take years for me to digest all of what I have seen, heard, and even experienced this year.
I have seen the difference between true church and corporate religiosity, heard the words of sermons, songs, and sayings… Some worthwhile and some of little worth.
But the experiences… Those have been priceless. I have experienced family as few people will ever get to, experienced the sort of pharisaical rejection that has landed many people firmly outside “the church,” and finally experienced freedom in a way in which I can now see that we have all been created to enjoy.
The result of it all is simply… I am tired.
I have driven studied, worked, traveled, researched, written, and spoken to the point of exhaustion… And now I am going to take a break… And rest.
I am going to be taking a break from many things for awhile, one of which will be writing. I am not sure when I will pick up again, but I am sure that I will.
Over the next year or so I plan to fix up a house for my wife and kids, enjoy some of the simple pleasures of life, and simply… rest.
When I return to writing it will be to take on a project that I am already excited about. In a nutshell, I am going to attempt to mesh the events of The Bible with those of the history of civilization, unrolling the ancient manuscripts into the story forms that they were originally laid out in, and painting as close a picture as possible to how we got to where we are today.
I am estimating that this project will most likely take anywhere from 2-3 years so I am going to need all the rest I can get!
Thank you all for reading through TRUTH as the articles came out. Thank you to everyone who provided feedback (both positive and negative), and thank you especially to my beautiful wife who has lovingly stood at my side through what has, without a doubt, been one of the most discouraging and confusing times in my life.
Psalm 14:1
The fool says in his heart, “There is no God.” They are corrupt, they do abominable deeds, there is none who does good. The Lord looks down from heaven on the children of man, to see if there are any who understand, who seek after God. They have all turned aside; together they have become corrupt; there is none who does good, not even one. Have they no knowledge, all the evildoers who eat up my people as they eat bread and do not call upon the Lord There they are in great terror, for God is with the generation of the righteous. You would shame the plans of the poor, but the Lord is his refuge. Oh, that salvation for Israel would come out of Zion! When the Lord restores the fortunes of his people, let Jacob rejoice, let Israel be glad.